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What do you do when your life feels like a lie? From time to time, I can see the imposter I am. Endless hate I send myself Even tho I’m the best I’ve ever been Finally working towards something better But I can’t help but wonder If the choices I’ve made have actually sent me down a rabbit hole A hole that I’ll never escape My depression it seems to never take a break All it does is take and take Filling me with insecurities that I can’t let go Telling myself it’s okay don’t show don’t let anyone know What it really feels like to be Nicole Countless encouragement inside my head To get done everything that I said I would Task after task I distract myself from what I’m thinking Just focusing on being the me that’s not me. But maybe that’s not a bad thing maybe I’m making more progress than anything I hope that one day I can be happy And look back on all these tragedies and think damn maybe this really did shape me If the things that happened didn’t happen who knows where I would be who I would be It’s the uncertainty of wondering will I make it Will I finally be content?
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I’m stronger because I had to be. I’m smarter because of my mistakes. I’m happier because I’ve overcome the sadness I have known and I’m wiser because I’ve learned from my life.
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Give my IG @ncastro24 to follow my husky mutt & I’s adventures. Constantly posting cute dog pics & my husky’s crazy personality.
Give my IG @ncastro24 to follow my husky mutt & I’s adventures. Constantly posting cute dog pics & my husky’s crazy personality.
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People need to be encouraged. People need to be reminded of how wonderful they are. People need to be believed in - told that they are brave and smart and capable of accomplishing all the dreams they dream, and more. Remind each other of this.
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One of the hardest things in life is letting go of what you thought was real.
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Never, never tell them. Try and remember that. Never tell anyone anything ever. Never tell anyone anything again.
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Lost
Am I really turning 25 this year? Where did time go? How did I already graduate college? Why am I not using my degree? Why is my life nothing I ever thought it would be. I’m happy with my boyfriend & the life he has given me but sometimes I feel like I gave up so much & lost a part of me. It’s been almost a year since I’ve been back home. I feel homesick here and there. Already back in school, trying to get another degree. Failed my first test even though I studied but obviously not hard enough. I’m confused, is this really what I’m suppose to be doing. A couple months ago, I got a hair model & started highlighting her hair. I oddly enough enjoyed it. I feel so lost and confused on my purpose of life. Living in California, has been a huge growing experience for me & has opened my mind to so many things I never even knew exsisted. Sorry for my mess of words I’m just confused lost on my journey in life & just felt like putting some words down. Can’t believe I’m almost 25
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Sometimes my purpose is to just make it through the day alive. And that’s okay. That’s a valid purpose for anyone.
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